Today just started off in the wrong way. I did not get enough sleep in the morning, I got a overdue notice from the library and had to pay effing 10 dollars from my pocket (not that it is a large amount but its BUGGING). I have a weight training exam and I feel completely drained off of all energy. I am basically not in a very happy mood today. To top ot off the Environmental Geology professor showed us images of poor baby animals caught in oil spills! SO SAD I CRIED! Ugh! I just hope that this day progresses and becomes better gradually. Frankly speaking I am getting a little disappointed in how mundane and regular my life has become. My life used to be much more interesting and as the hatter said in Alice in Wonderland I have lost my
"muchness". I just am so confused and I think the real issue is that I do not know what I am doing wrong? what is so confusing! I am trying to be normal but I am so apprehensive. I just feel like I am not ready to be independent - I can't even do basic math and I am on to find a new life. WHAT IS UP WITH THAT? so so so annoying. Only one good thing to look forward to today - real housewives of NYC and I bet my parents won;t let me watch that as well. Ugh ... but as they say ... c'es la vie! and you win some and you lose some. I am counting my blessings but what do you do when you can't count anymore? Are you still grateful then? GIVE ME AN ANSWER OH GREAT ONE UP THERE!
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