
When I look at myself objectively I see me for who I am. I always love looking at myself as how others would perceive me. Finally after a long time - a year and a half to be exact - I can see myself becoming the person I used to be. I am achieving my goals, although at the moment I feel like I am dipping my feet into cold water. Anticipating an initial shock and shiver of the coolness and then as I ease myself in I know I will assimilate in such a way that I will become the water itself. I have faith in my dreams. I am being faced with circumstances that I have dealt with before, and the best thing is that since I have perspective and experience I can deal with them better. I think time and age are amazing; they really make you who you are today. There is just one step left on my quest for complete self satisfaction and I can see that becoming a reality in the horizon too.
I have been talking about the future quite a bit; but frankly I am very satisfied with my present as well. I am really feeling at peace with the decisions that I have made and the kind of connections and relationships that I have established. I am really following my bliss. I hope you will too.